Cevaena Log Day 4

Cevaena Log Day 4 is the first Cevaena log.

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(WIP, needs researcher input)

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[LOG BEGIN] Cevaena's log, day 4. For the first time at my stay in the facility, I administered NC-17 catalyst to a tebalt today. I... don't think it worked as intended, as it promptly up and [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] died. It was, um, horrifying. Its eyes bled, a *lot*. I know it's just an animal, but it still feels wrong. And so much feels [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] missing. I'm just told to inject a thing, but I don't know what I'm injecting or what it does or why we're doing this [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] in the first place. I wish I didn't get selected for this [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] position, honestly. I would've been satisfied as a dumb boring industrial worker with no novelty. This isn't good novelty. [EXPLETIVE CENSORED]. ...I talked to Ogveran today, which I don't get to do often due to these [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] schedule conflicts. He's really not that lazy, despite what Ty'ar tells me. (No, Ty'ar, I will not use your honorific until I'm treated with some level of respect, you ABSOLUTE [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] [EXPLETIVE CENSORED].) Spending time with Ogveran feels so special to me, and I'm considering talking to him about that. Mm, no, bad idea. I don't think that'll work out well. I feel so stupid writing my experiences down in this stupid [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] log. I think I'm done with this [EXPLETIVE CENSORED] waste of metal for now. [LOG END]